Life has been beautiful, long days in the sun drinking milk tea, eating malatong and BBQ, riding buses and holding hands with a wonderful man. He’s in Shanghai now and the sky has been crying for the past few days, I feel a little out of sorts and I miss him terribly. But I’m busy with school and moving again. The future seems uncertain, but I’m hopeful. Not sure how but I seem to have grown up a bit, turning 20 next week and not really sure how I feel about it. That's all for now.