So today I was listening to Copeland, and I thought it was making me a little melancholy and then it was brought to my attention that I might be listening to Copeland because I am melancholy. This I believe was a true assessment. I later realized that I am leaving in 3 and a half weeks for a new life. This quite terrified me to be honest. Then some girl drama went down and some snide little comments escaped a friends mouth. Things that began making me feel even more awful. My little 8 year old cousin visited the other day and when we were walking back from the beach, she asked me if I had a boyfriend yet, I told her truthfully that I did not, strange as it may seem it was one of the most humiliating, debasing things I have yet had to answer.
I haven't had a boyfriend either, and I get so lonely. I love you and am praying for you
ReplyDeleteOh dear Myrna, I know! Thank you for the prayers, I'll certainly be lifting you up as well. It does get lonely but the Lord is a friend who sticks closer than a brother (or in this case lover). I really am alright though, it was just one of those days when the drama queen snuck in and convinced me that the sky was falling. {whatever that means}
ReplyDeleteThank you, love
ReplyDeleteI read about a guy who is starting a record label called Skies Fall with name being "inspired by the imagery of the Kingdom of Heaven coming down to the earth."