So today I was listening to Copeland, and I thought it was making me a little melancholy and then it was brought to my attention that I might be listening to Copeland because I am melancholy. This I believe was a true assessment. I later realized that I am leaving in 3 and a half weeks for a new life. This quite terrified me to be honest. Then some girl drama went down and some snide little comments escaped a friends mouth. Things that began making me feel even more awful. My little 8 year old cousin visited the other day and when we were walking back from the beach, she asked me if I had a boyfriend yet, I told her truthfully that I did not, strange as it may seem it was one of the most humiliating, debasing things I have yet had to answer.