To Much?

Sometimes I feel to much a girly girl, sometimes I feel like one of the guys. It always seems to much or not enough with me, to pretty-to ugly, to nice-to mean, to dressed up-to casual, to quiet-to loud, to serious to silly. It never seems quite me, not that I really remember who I am, but I know what I'm not. Having a hard time looking strait at the subject. *frustration*